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cubically contained

Saturday, March 8th, 2008

Good for me, for a time
All hell’s cubically contained
Staunched and bottled
Pressed and altered
And at the ready for the reins

The first tiny little shadows
Of my creepy little thoughts
Inhabit all that matters
And I lose by default

And I’ll never promise anything again
I’ll never promise anything again
I’ll never promise anything again

I set a dozen 12-step traps,
They’ve slid by every one
I never catch the little bastards
I really do wish that they’d own up

Those paranoid little fuckers
Take their paranoid little time
And when the mood rolls in
They’re bank-robbin’
And I’m a hostage who will drive

And I’ll never promise anything again
I’ll never promise anything again
I’ll never promise, never promise, never promise
Anything again, anything again
Never promise, never promise
Anything again, anything again
Never promise, anything again

Now I can only do so much
And I will never deviate
I hear myself take a deep breath
And think I must’ve wanted it this way

I remember all those little traps
I could not keep them in place
They were never stationed anywhere
They were terrorized and maimed

So tonight I’ve set a vigil
And my shadow’s all that’s cast
And the iron that’s encased it
Is doing all that one could ask

And I’ll never promise anything again
I’ll never promise anything again
I’ll never promise anything again, anything again
Never promise anything again
Never promise anything again, anything again
Never promise anything again

reframed (every single failure)

Monday, November 19th, 2007

Well I’ll be leaving now, I thank you for the trouble
Your compassion seems to even up the score
Your ability to ridicule has left things at a stand still
And I don’t find it peculiar anymore

I didn’t drive here but I know that I was driven
And I trust that you would know to overcome
Just tick away the precious seconds of this minute
That have left us both alone and fucking numb

I’m amazed that I haven’t caved
And I still have faith in myself today
I’m no stranger to misbehavior
I’ve reframed every single failure

The promises we made weren’t broken but they’re fading
Neither one of us should be guilty or ashamed
It’s just a word I heard and maybe I don’t remember
Somewhere along the line I misbehaved

Yeah, I’m amazed that I haven’t changed
With all the rage in the world today, yeah
I’m no stranger to human nature
I’ve reframed every single failure

Missing pieces that are left out of the story
Painting over all things we didn’t like
It’s got something to do with what makes us all tick
There’s something there that eats us up inside.

I’m amazed that I haven’t caved
And I still have faith in myself today, yeah
I’m no stranger to misbehavior
I’ve reframed every single failure

I’m amazed that I haven’t caved
And I still have faith in myself today
I’m no stranger to misbehavior
Reframed every single failure

Every single failure
Every single failure
Every single failure

fuck you

Saturday, June 2nd, 2007

Circling and spinning around my mind
You sweetly, swiftly shift
Shaking the shakes I’m faking you’re shaking
And you’re quick to steal a kiss
So in a frozen motion I silently scream
You flinch but you won’t back down
You dare me, you try to scare me
But you know I stand my ground

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Get over you
Fuck you
Fuck you
I will get over you

Inch by inch I’m closing in
Your eyes have sealed the dawn
Now it’s only a matter of time before you shatter
Try to walk away with pieces that you want
So you seek secrets of my soul
My misery I hope you’ll miss
Cast your hooks, I hope you catch
A glimpse of blinded bliss

Fuck you
Fuck you
I will get over you
Fuck you
Fuck you
I will get over you
Fuck you
Fuck you
I will get over you
Fuck you
Fuck you
I will get over you

Who’s gonna guess it, or believe
Everything’s crossed my mind
So don’t you blink, I’m trying to think
Well everything could unwind
Well you move me, you used to use me
Now it’s time to stand my ground
And if I don’t come back, nothing will collapse
Nothing really ever comes around
So surely I said sorry
If you believe half the things that we’ve done
You must’ve done them too
Cause you know I’m cut in two
Just above the balcony I’m hung from

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you and only you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Yeah you and only you
Fuck you
Fuck you
I will get over you
Fuck you
Yeah you
I will get over you
Fuck you
Just you
You and only you
Fuck you
Yeah you
I will get over you

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